其實我也怕 –林昕陽
Qi Shi Wo Ye Pa – Lin Xin Yang
Actually I’m also afraid – Edison Lin
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誰的心在懸掛嫉妒在喧嘩
shei de xin zai xuan gua ji du zai xuan hua
Whose heart is hanging, jealousy is making a racket
誰的愛在招搖眼神四處尋找
shei de ai zai zhao yao yan shen si cu xun zhao
Whose love is showing off, eyes looking all over the place
是你人緣太好還是我太混淆
shi ni ren yuan ta hao hai shi wo tai hun xiao
Is your popularity that great or have I misunderstood
心甘情願當個大配角
xin gan qing yuan dang ge da pei jue
I’m perfectly happy to play a secondary role
你對我也還好這我都知道
ni dui wo ye hai hao zhe wo dou zhi dao
You treat me well enough, I’m aware of all this
但派對太熱鬧寂寞還在瞎搞
dan pai dui tai re nao ji mo hai zai xia gao
But while the party is super lively, loneliness is still hanging around
愛已深陷泥沼根本放棄不了
ai yi shen xian ni zhao gen ben fang qi bu liao
Love is already stuck deep in the swamp, simply unable to give up
堅持就快隨手扔掉
jian chi jiu kui sui shou reng diao
Persistence is nearly thrown out without a care
其實我也怕我也沒多強大
qi shi wo ye pa wo ye mei duo qiang da
Actually I’m also afraid that I’m not that strong
這寬闊的肩膀擋不住一念之差
zhe kuan kuo de jian bang dang bu zhu yi nian zhi cha
Shoulders this broad are unable to block a momentary slip
給我一片海洋請允許我讓脆弱慌張
gei wo yi pian hai yang qing yun xu wo rang cui ruo huang zhang
Give me a piece of ocean, please allow me to be weak and flustered
在裡頭掀起驚濤駭浪
zai li tou xian qi jing tao hai lang
On the inside there’s a perilous situation
其實我也怕不想退不能讓
qi shi wo ye pa bu xiang tui bu neng rang
Actually I’m also afraid; I don’t want to back off, but I can’t yield
你從不缺孤單卻成了我的感傷
ni cong bu que gu dan que cheng le wo de gan shang
You’ve never lacked loneliness yet became my sentimentality
如果為愛奔忙任自己如此疲憊不堪
ru guo wei ai ben mang ren zi ji ru ci pi bei bu kan
If I bustle about for the sake of love, rendering myself this exhausted
等誰說是要還是放?
deng shei shuo shi yao hai shi fang?
Who am I waiting for to tell me to keep or to let go?
你對我也還好這我都知道
ni dui wo ye hai hao zhe wo dou zhi dao
You treat me well enough, I’m aware of all this
但派對太熱鬧寂寞還在瞎搞
dan pai dui tai re nao ji mo hai zai xia gao
But while the party is super lively, loneliness is still hanging around
愛已深陷泥沼根本放棄不了
ai yi shen xian ni zhao gen ben fang qi bu liao
Love is already stuck deep in the swamp, simply unable to give up
堅持就快隨手扔掉
jian chi jiu kui sui shou reng diao
Persistence is nearly thrown out without a care
其實我也怕我也沒多強大
qi shi wo ye pa wo ye mei duo qiang da
Actually I’m also afraid that I’m not that strong
這寬闊的肩膀擋不住一念之差
zhe kuan kuo de jian bang dang bu zhu yi nian zhi cha
Shoulders this broad are unable to block a momentary slip
給我一片海洋請允許我讓脆弱慌張
gei wo yi pian hai yang qing yun xu wo rang cui ruo huang zhang
Give me a piece of ocean, please allow me to be weak and flustered
在裡頭掀起驚濤駭浪
zai li tou xian qi jing tao hai lang
On the inside there’s a perilous situation
其實我也怕不想退不能讓
qi shi wo ye pa bu xiang tui bu neng rang
Actually I’m also afraid; I don’t want to back off, but I can’t yield
你從不缺孤單卻成了我的感傷
ni cong bu que gu dan que cheng le wo de gan shang
You’ve never lacked loneliness yet became my sentimentality
如果為愛奔忙任自己如此疲憊不堪
ru guo wei ai ben mang ren zi ji ru ci pi bei bu kan
If I bustle about for the sake of love, rendering myself this exhausted
等誰說是要還是放?
deng shei shuo shi yao hai shi fang?
Who am I waiting for to tell me to keep or to let go?
練得多壯表現多大方
lian de duo zhuang biao xian duo da fang
No matter how strong I practice to be, no matter how easy-going I act
就算再裝也深藏不住
jiu suan zai zhuang ye shen cang be zhu
Even if I keep pretending, I won’t be able to hide
內心的柔軟
nei xin de rou ruan
The softness of my heart
你眼淚汪汪我死了一半
ni yan lei wang wang wo si le yi ban
Your eyes brim with tears; half of me has died
其實我也怕不想退不能讓
qi shi wo ye pa bu xiang tui bu neng rang
Actually I’m also afraid; I don’t want to back off, but I can’t yield
你從不缺孤單卻成了我的感傷
ni cong bu que gu dan que cheng le wo de gan shang
You’ve never lacked loneliness yet became my sentimentality
如果為愛奔忙任自己如此疲憊不堪
ru guo wei ai ben mang ren zi ji ru ci pi bei bu kan
If I bustle about for the sake of love, rendering myself this exhausted
等誰說是要還是放?
deng shei shuo shi yao hai shi fang?
Who am I waiting for to tell me to keep or to let go?
其實我也怕你對我並沒有想法
qi shi wo ye pa ni duo wo bing mei you xiang fa
Actually I’m also afraid that you don’t have any thoughts towards me
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